Alone....?

My mind plays tricks on me from time to time and makes me wish I had someone to share these loneliness and serenity; someone other than the people and crowd, someone to hold my hand and say I love you. My heart knows exactly who that person is and I think of him while gazing out the window. And just like that, he is there with me. I can feel his love even without him being there and even without him knowing it. It is a feeling I create.

We choose love. We choose anger. We choose happiness. We choose boredom.

You pick and choose based on the rush you give your body when it experiences a certain emotion. Some people, or the lack of some people, help you to trigger these emotions. So if you want Joy, all you have to do is trigger it yourself.

If you're interested in developing your own awareness skills in time for the generous holidays, start by turning off your TV. You will never be alone to hear your inner voice if the TV is constantly talking to you, teasing, or tempting you.

Then, try writing in a journal when you wake up. Spend 5 – 10 minutes writing any and everything; dreams, goals, frustrations, even write about not knowing what to write if you have to. Then, turn the page. Don't read it and immediately judge yourself because most of that journal is meant for getting the garbage out. After a few days you'll feel your thoughts are becoming nicely sorted as your dreams find order again, becoming reachable and practical, AND you'll be leading with your heart instead of an insecure mind. I guarantee it.

For further practice, try waking up with the 5 Tibetan Rites, or any of the thousand available Yoga and meditation methods. These teach patience and peace as well as allow your inner voice to sing! Or for the more energetic, go for a run or a ride. You make it as hard or soft as you want. It's your day. It's your experience. How will you remember it?

Twilight?

I've been waiting for this "Twilight" movie since i don't know, maybe October. and i did mark on my calendar. coz, I've read the book. and hoping that the movie will be great just like I've imagined when i read it. Well, when the day has come, i didn't get to see during the premier day. and i didn't get to see at all. coz I have more to do with the money, then wasting it to and unsatisfying movie. well... I've said it. I bought the dvd from pasar malam, and guess what, the movie just don't interest me at all.

At first, i was just read the review from all the critics and yet the movie did get compliments with all the romantic storyline. then, I started to hear from my own colleague, she said that it was an awesome movie. well, that was her opinion, then my friend, a very close friend told me that the movie was typical. And sorry i should agree with her.

I've watched the dvd, and for the truth, the girls, will like, "awwww,, that was sweet!', "I want to have a vampire boyfriend", and all of sudden, the actor, robert pattinson (I guess gets all the fame)

I'm quite disappointed with that movie. typical storyline, and a vegetarian vampire?!! some imaginary stuff, but yer, i should give some compliments for the soundtrack of the movie. super massive black hole by MUSE, PARAMORE, and etc.

And as for suggestion, i think the movie "Body Of Lies" should have your attention especially action movie lovers. Its the reality that is happening around the world. manipulating, underestimating, appreciating, war, kindness, power, love, loyalty, betraying and many more values. and I really think, leonardo should get an award for this movie. And Hani Pasha, was so cool in that movie. Most coolest manipulator ever. Wow.. how is that?

WHAT IT MEANS TO BE AWESOME?

Fun new often-unacceptable words formed/founded in or around the Scrabble table:

• Awesomest - meaning the most awesome
• Awesomeur - one who appreciates all things awesome
• Valuesome - meaning, having value
• Soonago - as in recently or just now
• Growjob - becoming aroused in one's garden
• Electronical - This is an everyday term used by Bushwalla referring to electronics
• "How do you spell of?" - Actual question asked by Bushwalla in the car while texting
• Rax - actual word meaning to stretch out
• Razzmatazz - actual definition: language that is intended to confuse and conceal

From now on I'm just calling everything Awesome. Anything that's classified as a noun I'm turning into just plain Awesome. There are no more trees. Only Awesomes. There is no more man and wife. The saying now goes, I pronounce you Awesome and Awesome. Ice cream. What is that? I'll have two scoops of Awesome with Awesome on top please. Would you like to take a ride in my new Awesome? May I see your Awesome? May I pet your Awesome? That..d be Awesome. You..re Awesome.

I find it a bit random that Awesome and Awful mean the opposite of their components. One would think to be full of Awe is the better than possessing only some amount of Awe.

Awe Full means to feel terrible.

Awe Some means to feel fantastic.

Then there's Aw-Kitty. But that..s an entirely different deity.

I woke up skipping today, talking to myself and happy to see that all of my siblings are still sleeping. I will make them nasi goreng.

I love being alone in the kitchen in the early morning. All I can hear is the dragging of my feet on the tile and the echo of cups, pans, and the backwards kiss of the refrigerator door when I pull it open, tearing at it's suction and painting a light across the floor.

The first light of the earth appears just outside of my back door at the edge of the yard. I'm there for it often to see it arrive after a long night out. I..m lucky to live so close to the sun. Its a good neighbor.

Sunrise and Sunset are the best hours of light for your body and mind because it is light you can actually ingest by looking at it, into it and it into you, absorbing its remarkable resources thru your pupils. Other times of day the light will just burn your eyeballs out.

That's Awesome.

Word Of Inspiration

"NO ONE NEEDS A SMILE AS MUCH AS A PERSON WHO FAILS TO GIVE ONE."
-unknown

News Flash!!

Hye Everyone.. How is it going?

First of all im not doing shirt design no more coz i've been really busy with some other stuff, i'm doing my job and my part time job. So now, i'll just post the stuff that i would share with all of u out there. i'm a free blogger now. not for taking orders, or business stuff, just browsing and share it with all of you..

well, enjoy!